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ᴀʟɪsᴀɪᴇ "ғɪᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ" ʟᴇᴠᴇɪʟʟᴇᴜʀ ([personal profile] adelphoi) wrote2018-05-06 08:53 pm

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Alisaie Leveilleur. Leave a message.
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-14 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
What, is there something wrong with good hygiene? I just like a hot shower and a comfy bed, that's all!

[ And a lack of bugs, for another thing. He does...miss it, though. Those nights spent camping out under the stars, even if he doesn't own up to it yet. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-14 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Heh...you're starting to sound like Gladio!

[ Not that she should want to sound like him!! In fact, no, they have nothing in common at all, they definitely...should not...hang out more... ]

Guess you've got a point, though. Gotta say, those hot showers and comfy beds wouldn't have felt as good if we weren't crawling out of holes in the ground and tackling baddies.

[ ...But they'd still feel pretty nice. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-14 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, you know...monster hunting, world saving, that sorta thing. We had some pretty crazy adventures back home, before...

[ He shrugs, but there's a heaviness in it. Prompto hasn't talked a lot about home, with anyone, not even his friends, because he...isn't sure what he can or cannot talk about. He has no reason to keep it a secret from Alisaie, besides just...

Not wanting to be a burden.

But he lets a wistful sigh pass, leaning into his knees. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-15 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ He glances quickly over at her then, like she's caught him off guard, because, well - she has. Alisaie is obviously a no-nonsense kind of girl, in the sense that she wouldn't put up with his self-destructive behavior back when they were on El Minha, either. This is different kind of self-destructive, though no less damaging, and...perhaps he shouldn't be surprised that she picked up on it. In a way, it makes things far easier on him, because now he doesn't have to deal with the decision to speak up or not. Sure, he could still deflect, but...that would feel so dishonest, when she clearly knows something is up.

Still, it isn't easy, to take that jump, and before he can stop himself, the words tumble out, unbidden: ]


...Because I don't want you to look at me differently.

[ He doesn't want this to damage their friendship. So he keeps it locked down and smiles instead. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-15 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ His breath catches audibly—of course he doesn't think little of her. Quite the opposite, in fact, which is why this is so difficult. She makes it sound so simple, that whatever he has to say can't sway her opinion of him, but...can that really be true? It had proven to be so with his friends from home, but that's—different.

Should it really be that different, though? Hadn't he told himself he would stop getting so caught up in thinking about what others want from him?

But it's not so much what he has to say, than that he's saying it at all. That he can't just...figure this out on his own. That he's too weak and vulnerable and soft to just deal with it. That it's getting in the way of him being the fun, supportive friend he's trying to be for her.

Gods, he's a mess. He'd thought he was figuring things out back on Eos, but one step forward, two steps back, as they say.

He's quiet a long moment, looking at her beneath a tense brow, as if trying to scrutinize some reluctance out of her expression. But no, she...really seems to mean that. His chest still feels tight and uncomfortable, like there's a tight hand pressing down on his heart, but...

He exhales sharply, glancing back at the trees across from them. ]


I-I don't even know what I'd say, I just...

[ Then, more quietly: ]

Do you...ever just feel like you need to scream? Because something is terrible, and you can't do anything about it?
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-15 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe he should.

But still, the instinct doesn't come to him naturally, to express himself in such a way. He has such an easy time laughing and smiling, but displaying such outward negative emotion is...a bit foreign. Is it really just that simple? Would getting up and screaming his guts out really make him feel better?

...He doesn't know, honestly. ]


...Yeah, maybe.

[ But he makes no move to do so just yet. But he does keep talking, as if to explain himself, as if she needs to know more so she doesn't think he's crazy for wanting to just scream. ]

Astoria's magic...it's pretty funny, isn't it? It's like she...almost doesn't quite understand how it works all the time, either.

[ He doesn't elaborate just yet, but it's clear he's leading somewhere with this. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-16 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's quick to shake his head, to dispel this particular worry. ]

N-no, nothing like that. I just...asked her a few questions. See, with my friends, I started noticing...little things. Things that didn't add up, and I—

[ It's frustrating for him, too, to feel the need to approach it in this way, at a distance. Why does he bother with so much set-up? Why can't he just be direct and say what's in his thoughts?

(Because he's still afraid of what she'll see of him when he does. When she sees just how afraid, how broken he can be.)

His gaze drops down to the flowing water at their feet. ]


Back home...the last things I remember were...terrible. Awful things were happening, the world had gone dark, and Noct, he... [ A little shake of his head. That's not the point of all this. ] I don't think...my friends remember what I do.

[ They don't have the same weight to their actions. Noct is still hopeful of returning to Lunafreya. They don't even carry themselves the same. After everything they went through, every victory and defeat and the hell the last few weeks had been, they don't remember it. ]

At first I thought maybe there was something wrong with me. That I was the one remembering wrong. But Astoria told me that sometimes, it happens like that. She can't pull people from the same point in time. I-I still don't really get it, but...I believe her.

[ But he believed it before she told him. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-17 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ He chuckles quietly, but there's no mirth in the sound of it. It's a dry, hollow sound, borne up by a sense of futility. Whatever he ends up doing, it will turn out poorly. There's no good way to handle this, and so he shakes his head. ]

Heh...I have no idea. If I tell them, it'd...break their hearts. If I don't tell them, I feel like I'm lying to them.

[ And after everything he'd gone through, after Prompto had at last managed to tell his friends the truth about himself and they accepted him without question, keeping secrets like this from them feels like a betrayal, no matter how necessary it may be. Will they even be able to look at him, when they find out the truth and that he kept it from them?

A hiccuping sound rubs in his throat, but he schools a smile onto his lips, squeezing his eyes shut. ]


...Sorry, I...I shouldn't be putting this on you. Everyone's dealing with so much here, I...

[ His troubled heart is nothing special, nothing worth noting, when they all have been taken from their homes. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-17 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ This isn't how he wanted this to go at all. But perhaps, soon after this meeting is done, he will realize this is exactly how it needed to go. That he needed to break, like a dam, and let something out. Even something this small in comparison with everything that weighs on his heart. It's not much, but it's still something, and Alisaie offers him uncompromising support and encouragement in a way he isn't used to. Not for the first time, her hard line approach reminds him fondly of Aranea, and how much she'd be kicking his ass if she could see him right now. But it's not Aranea. It's Alisaie. Alisaie, who for her sharpness and fire, has been inestimably kind to him since their arrival in this world. He's known her as long as he's known anyone here. Maybe it's about time he really let himself see her as a friend, as someone he can lean on, just as he does with his friends from Eos.

He doesn't entirely agree with her, of course. His struggles are certainly worth less than someone else's, someone who wasn't forged in factory to be weaponized for war. But he believes her when she says she isn't fragile. That he can talk to her about this. She has only ever been honest with him.

He turns at her touch, eyes falling on her hand on his shoulder as a light pink tinges his cheeks. Her fingers are so warm... ]


...S-sorry. Guess I'm a bit more of a mess than I lead on, huh? [ He palms at the corner of his eyes, sniffling. ] Gods, I...what am I going to do? What would you do?

[ She seems so wise. Surely, she must have some idea he can go off of. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-17 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ It is but it isn't. While it might've been nice if Alisaie could have deftly handed him some advice that gave him all the answers, cleared his skin and watered his crops, it's also nice to know that even someone like her doesn't have the best solution right away. It's not something that can be decided upon in a day, and so that at least gives him some comfort for how long he's kept things to himself so far. He's needed to think, to put things in order and suss them out, and El Minha hadn't given him much time to do that. It's only since returning her that Prompto has really had a chance to consider addressing the issue. And he was unwilling to say anything until Astoria could give him some kind of confirmation. ]

No, I...think that's exactly what I needed to hear, actually.

[ Only he can decide. He may tell her, may let her in on the details eventually so she can weigh an opinion, but only he can decide. It's a terribly responsibility, but his nonetheless. ]

...Think I'm ready for the screaming part now.

[ He pulls his feet out of the water so he can stand, offering her a hand up. ]

Anything you wanna scream about, while we're goin' crazy in the woods, here?
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-18 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah...how the turn tables.

Squawking inelegantly, Prompto windmills his arms in some vain attempt to keep his balance, but it's to no avail. Alisaie gives him a shove hard enough that he can't recover from it, and so down he goes, unceremoniously sinking into the water.

Of course, he's up again almost as quickly as he falls in, because the water is very cold, and it's a shock to his system. He jumps onto his feet again, winding his arms around his chest and wailing: ]


Coldcoldcoldcoldcold!! Th-th-that's C-COLD!

[ Yep, it's cold! So much so that he hasn't yet fully processed her betrayal... ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-07-18 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, here she comes, before he can even revenge properly and pull her in. Instead, she jumps in next to him, splashing him with more cold water, and he shrieks again. This is torture!!! He spills to her, and this is his reward!!!

Goosebumps line his arms and his teeth continue to chatter, and for a moment, Prompto considers just...wading out and moving far away from the bank so she can't pull another fast one on him. But slowly he starts to get used to the temperature of the water, and...then there's Alisaie, who is very cute and also a menace, but also wet in her dress that no clings to her skin in a way that makes him feel like he is going to pass out from a lack of oxygen at any moment.

He does turn away, busying himself with pulling his soaked shirt off and over his head and tossing it onto the grass. If this is going to be an impromptu pool party then he doesn't want to do it in his heavy, wet clothes, though he...doesn't hurry to pull his pants off, either.

He doesn't want to give her the wrong idea!!! He's never gone swimming with a girl before, especially not a girl he likes. ]

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