[ It would be better for him to get it out, to weep on her shoulder rather than weep alone, but — he can't, he can't. He's already caused her too much trouble today, and every moment he spends with her only drives the tip of the blade further into his heart.
He needs to go. ]
U-um...s-see you.
[ And ultimately, he has nothing else to say. Nothing he can do to take back his words, to take it all back, to draw the last few minutes back into his heart and lock it down. But he can't undo what he's done, and they will feel the repercussions of this day for the rest of their time together. But who knows? Maybe she's right. Maybe he'll disappear tomorrow, and it will be like none of this ever happened.
He sure feels like disappearing right now.
So he does. Without another glance back at her, he turns to go and runs, out towards the lake, desperate to put as much distance between the two of them as possible.
He just...needs some time. But even if the sting of rejection fades, the wounds will remain. Time can't heal everything, least of all his foolish, bleeding heart. ]
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He needs to go. ]
U-um...s-see you.
[ And ultimately, he has nothing else to say. Nothing he can do to take back his words, to take it all back, to draw the last few minutes back into his heart and lock it down. But he can't undo what he's done, and they will feel the repercussions of this day for the rest of their time together. But who knows? Maybe she's right. Maybe he'll disappear tomorrow, and it will be like none of this ever happened.
He sure feels like disappearing right now.
So he does. Without another glance back at her, he turns to go and runs, out towards the lake, desperate to put as much distance between the two of them as possible.
He just...needs some time. But even if the sting of rejection fades, the wounds will remain. Time can't heal everything, least of all his foolish, bleeding heart. ]