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ᴀʟɪsᴀɪᴇ "ғɪᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ" ʟᴇᴠᴇɪʟʟᴇᴜʀ ([personal profile] adelphoi) wrote2018-05-29 02:22 pm

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Alisaie Leveilleur. Leave a message.
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-03 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps it was only a matter of time.

Prompto had hoped it wouldn't be, had hoped against what's been proven to him time and time again. Maybe, in some dark corner of his mind, he'd always known it would go this way, that having his best friend back and present to officiate his wedding was too good to be true, too good to last. Turns out that little, anxious voice was right, as it has been so many times about this. Noctis had been taken from them on Eos, and then he'd been saved by the Natha only to awaken and return to stasis three times now. That it has happened before does not lessen the blow when it comes. It does not take the sting from the realization, or dull the numbing feeling that overpowers him. It isn't any easier.

But it is what it is. Noctis' bed is empty. There's no note, and his contact information is no longer in Prompto's phone. Still, part of him clings to deny it, to resist the pull of the truth, and so he dashes right back to Alisaie's study where she works, throwing the door wide and startling poor Peo where he naps at her feet.

Stricken and pale, he stammers out: ]


W-we have to go to the station. [ He swallows thickly, forcing himself to breathe more evenly. It's a vain attempt. ] Do you have time now? S-sorry, I...
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-03 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Alisaie's immediate presence before him is the only thing that keeps the tears at bay for the moment, though they remain there, hovering at the corner of his eyes, waiting to be shed. She supports him as she always does, and perhaps distantly he is at least glad he doesn't have to bring her news about it being someone from her world returning to stasis. Alisaie and Noctis had gotten along, but it won't affect her the same way it will him.

If he's really gone. He can't accept it until he sees it with his own eyes. He can't.

Taking a hold of her wrists to keep the warm pressure of her hands against his skin, he breathes out a shuddering sigh, blinking fast. ]


I-It's — it's Noct.

[ Such a simple thing to say, and yet it carries such a heavy weight, as if saying it out loud is the only thing that makes it real. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-04 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Of course, he wants to get a move on, but it's difficult to relinquish that touch, to do anything but sweep her up into his arms and refuse to let go of her for even a second. Thank the gods she is still here, but losing Noctis is second only to losing Alisaie, and he is heartbroken all the same, no matter if this is the third time it has happened.

He sucks in an uneven breath, his expression crumpling as he buries his nose into her palm, pressing a soft kiss there, before he at last steps back. Even then, he keeps a tight grip on her hand, unwilling to abandon physical contact altogether.

Quietly, he asks: ]
Can we take Chobi to the teleporter?

[ Normally he have no issue taking both of their birds, but Chobi is the two-seater, and...Prompto doesn't want to be farther from her than absolutely necessary right now. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-04 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ Would that they could bring Peo along as well...but something tells him the pup wouldn't enjoy chocobo-riding as much as his papa does. Still, before he does anything else, he stoops down to scratch Peo behind the ears and beneath the chin, a little show of appreciation for what a stalwart, reliable companion he has been through everything.

But he can't delay any longer. Fingers firmly intertwined with her own, Prompto leads the way out of the house without another word, his posture tight and rigid as they head towards the stable to fetch Chobi. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-05 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ And he doesn't hesitate, jumping up into the saddle and winding both arms around her middle, chin tucked over her shoulder. He can't help but be a bit over-affectionate, even by his own standards. The desire to stay as close as possible to her remains, her steadfast presence at his side and in his heart the only thing that keeps him from complete and total despair. What would he have done here, if he didn't have her? If he had to suffer losing his best friend over and over and over again on his own?

But she is here, and as he presses near, he murmurs to her ear: ]


Let's go.
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-05 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Prompto can't quite muster the words to respond to that, so instead he nods, reaching for her hand again. Hopefully she doesn't mind the excessive neediness. Because it's...probably going to last for awhile.

But he steps purposefully towards the teleporter, stepping onto it with her, and moments later, they arrive at Thesa Station. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-05 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Just over here.

[ He knows the way. Has it memorized, in fact, because he has taken this journey so many times before. How many times has he been up here to visit Noct before, when he'd previously been frozen? Gladio? Ignis? Gods, but it's been so long since he's heard their voices. What if he forgets them? Their warmth, their quirks? What if by the time they awaken again, Prompto is long gone, buried into the earth of this new world that would be his home?

As they head to find Noctis' pod, his heart aches more fiercely for Eos than it has for quite some time. The pain had numbed, somewhat, from Noctis' presence at his side, because at least they could share the loss of their world together, something Prompto hadn't been able to really do with anyone else. Alisaie is always there to support him when he needs her, but she misses Hydaelyn, not Eos, and for all the comforting similarities that exist between their worlds, they are not the same. They cannot truly appreciate one another's homes and feel the loss as keenly as that of their own. But having Noct with him had been a balm, for a time, had healed those long-unattended wounds, had reassured him. Prompto had almost gotten used to having him back in his life again, he'd officiated their wedding, dammit. He'd thought—

But of course, it didn't last. It was never meant to last. Not on Eos. Not here, either. Surely, it would be easier, if the scars left behind hardened him to the next time, and the time after that, and the time after that. But they won't. It's not in his nature. It will keep hurting just this much, and even more so, for each succession that rips his friend away from him once again.

His hand is painfully tight in hers as they reach the row in question, his jaw tight. It's only a few in, and he passes the faces of people he knows along the way. Alisaie may even recognize some of them from Prompto's photographs. But he doesn't stop to check on them as he might usually. Instead, he draws up to a cluster of pods: King Regis. Lady Lunafreya. And next to her—

Noctis, back in stasis once more.

It shouldn't be a shock, yet it somehow still is, like a slap to his face, as his breath catches in his throat. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-06 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Prompto recognizes the tone in her voice. She doesn't say his name as some form of comfort, or as some way to draw his attention away from his despair and back to her. She's directing him, his gaze at last breaking away from Noct's pod to follow her gesture. Dread clenches in his gut as his eyes travel to the face behind the glass, uncertain of what he will see, but when he sees Aranea behind the glass, he gasps aloud, his hand tightening around hers. No. Not her, too. Not the only other friendly face from home, one who had been here nearly as long as he had, had been through the worst of it with them—

Gritting his teeth, Prompto steps closer to Aranea's pod, lifting his free hand to press his fingertips against the glass. So, that's it, then. Only two remain from Eos, and one of them is Ardyn.

He's quiet, too quiet, as the weight of these two fresh losses settle over him. So many of them, gone now. Noctis, Aranea, Gladio, Ignis, and he can't forget the friends he made here that have since slumbered once more. Prompto may not deal with loss as poorly as Alisaie does, but neither does he deal with it well, especially with so much of it weighing on his shoulders at once.

He doesn't cry. He doesn't speak. He just closes his eyes and tries to hold it in, and tips his head forward to rest on the glass of Aranea's pod. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-06 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ When she speaks, he turns to look at her, his eyes distant, like he has been looking at something very, very far away from this place. He refocuses as he meets her eyes, however, his brow drawn and pale, but after a moment, he nods. Yes, of course he remembers. And Alisaie...

She hadn't been convinced. Not wholly, at least. Even if Alphinaud had eventually awoken, maybe it had been foolish for Prompto to make such a claim. Too audacious, too bold, to assume his simplistic optimism could somehow influence the way of this world, the random nature at which the Natha seem to operate.

He can't find any words just yet, so he waits for her to lead him to where she is going with this. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-06 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ She leads him easily into that kiss, folding beneath her touch like a house of cards, shedding his tears at last. Does she...really mean that? It isn't easy for her, and he knows it. It's one of the many ways the differ greatly, one of the ways they complement each other. And even if she's leading up to it, he still doesn't quite expect those words, coming from her. But if Alisaie can believe that...

Then of course he can, too.

Slowly, his arms wind around her, pressing her near until there isn't a single inch of space between them. His tears fall in tune with quiet, shuddering gasps, his shoulders shaking, and the pain in his heart doesn't ease. It still remains, and it will for some time, until he adjusts, once again, to life without his dearest friend. But he knows he can do it. He knows he can do it because she's right. He will see them again, someday, somehow. And should he forget that...

He has her by his side to remind him. ]


Thank you, sweetheart. Y-you always take such good care of me.

[ No matter what. He doesn't deserve it, but he's eternally grateful to her for it. ]
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[personal profile] punshots 2018-06-06 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ As always, eventually, the tears run out, leaving him feeling raw and hollowed out, but at least the pent-up grief is no longer there, sitting upon his heart. It is better to let it out, to spend it, even if it hurts, to acknowledge their loss so keenly. This isn't his pain alone. Alisaie knew Noctis and Aranea too, and even aside from that, it's just as she says.

She will take care of him. She will help him shoulder his pains.

And he will do the same for her. Every time, without question. As her wedding ring promises, with all of himself. ]


I love you, too. [ So much the statement alone nearly threatens him with tears once again. ] I love you. I love you.

[ But before his tears can renew in earnest, he turns his head to find her mouth with his, to kiss her ardently. ]

Let's go home.

[ And then they can begin to heal from this, together. ]